Hi all!! How are you? I am watching Romantic Princess right now. It is a movie from Taiwan. I like it because Nan Feng Jin is really handsome...lol.. and the story is nice. It gives many lessons of life. Um.. I suggest you to watch it, at least, you who loves Taiwan movies. this is not a new movies. So, I think you could find it at the store near you. Have a great time!

I lately paint my nail into many different colors. I am not crazy, I am just trying a new style. lol. Right now, i am using blue. Hm.. blue seems weird, but when I see my nails, they are cute with blue. And they are also cool! It feels like I am turning into a punk girl. Hehe.... The other things I have done is coloring my hair into dark mahogany color. but i failed. i have done it twice but my hair seems still black. I think God give me such a beautiful black hair. Many hair color have failed coloring it. lol.

Talking about color and punk, there is a punk chat where you could have a talk with many punks around the world. Uhm.. When I think about punk, I have a punk friend and she is so cool! I like her hair style and I like her clothes. Punk is not always using a colorful clothes, for example my friend. She is good at combining color for her clothes. But sometimes, she makes it very extreme, but it still cool. She has an inner beauty which you can not guess it without knowing her. She is interesting and I like to have a good conversation with her. She is rock! Well, do you think I have become a punk?

My Friend, Jed, has just written about Indonesian bathroom. I found it interesting because it states several facts about the differences between Indonesian bathroom and western bathroom. One of those is that Indonesian seems has a motto: "wet is clean" while it is actually has a contradiction with western motto which stated "dry is clean". But I don't know. I think you have to check it out for yourself.

ATTENTION!

If you are going to visit Indonesia or planning to live in Indonesia, I suggest you to read that writing, since it has the information about it. Just use it to prepare for yourself. Read more, acknowledge more. Have fun reading!

Hey...hey..hey..!!!! Its Christmas Morning. How are you today? I hope everything is going well. Remember that Christmas is not only about having fun and party, it is also about love. Now, have you thank God for today?

Merry Christmas and Happy Holiday!!

Allow me to wish all of you Merry Christmas! Let this Christmas be the day when we appreciate God's love and share those wonderful love to others without hoping anything back. Out of those party, socks, candies, and Christmas tree, let us realize that Christmas is not about it, but it is also about how His resurrection defeat the death and save us. Not only last year, but also the coming year.

Merry Christmas and Happy Holiday!

Talking about phone, there must be many experiences we have with it. Once someone send us a message which we do not know who they are. Once they also prank us with that call and make us upset. Phone Listings help us to find out whether they are landlines or cellphones. They will give the information about the number you give them. I wonder how they could do this.

I am amazed with how God brings me to this moment when I can listen to Bruce Springsteen's song with joy. A couple of months ago, I listened to this song with a burden in my heart. I supposed to be happy and enjoy this song, but I have something in my mind which disable me from those beautiful feelings. I had not finished my thesis yet. I was afraid and I was very pity. At least, that's what I feel for myself.

Now, since Mr. Sexy gave me compilation CD's of Christmas, I listen to that song again. But this time, I listen to it with joy. Thank you Lord. You are amazing!

Today I read more than one writing about forgiveness. I am wondering what happened nowadays. I am questioning why everybody is busy writing and thinking and even discussing about it. I took some time to think and I get a conclusion of it. It is not a simple thing. It is not a lesson which is easily to be learned. It is not that easy to forgive others. At least, it is not that easy for us but not for Him.

God, Himself, is a lover. He loves us more and more than our love to Him. He even sacrificed Himself for us. Nobody has the love as amazing as His love. He did it without any understandably reasons. Look at us. We are evil. We are mean. We often being unfaithful to Him. He forgive us and still love us. We should have been perished, but He offers His life for us. We are saved by Him.

When I look at myself, I realize. I am bad. I am an evil. Why? I can not forgive others just because a simple thing. When someone - whom I love - forget to call me, I am mad at him/her, when someone - whom I love, again - ignore me, I am vicious to him/her. This is not love! This is compromise (I took this statement from India movie, lol).

There is no reason to love someone. When you love someone, you will simply forgive him / her for their mistake. People makes mistake, so do I. God himself teach us to pray:

It is not just a pray. He teach us to ask Him to forgive us just like we forgive others. How many times we forgive others? how many times we reject to love others? How many times we think that we already forgive them while we still bury that evil feelings in our heart? How many times our lips says "I forgive you" while our heart says, "Just wait for my revenge" or "You will eat that someday" or just a simple "Whatever".

I suddenly hear my heart says, "Shame on you! how many times you hate people just because they hurt you? How many times your heart keep those bad things about them?" Well, this is okay. I still can bear this kind of shouts. But then I hear the last soft voice in my heart says, " How many times you hurt Him?"

I hurt Him? when? where? I always try to do the right things. I always think to do the good things for Him. I am learning. I am not perfect. Then that voice said, "You are not learning, you are grumbling and whining" Then I said, "Oh, do I?"

Then that glance of scenes appear again in my mind. What did Jesus do when those crowded people shouting at him, spitting at him and crucifying him... He was not whining. He was not grumbling. He did it and He received it all. He fulfilled God's plan. He even asked God to forgive them. I repeat. He even asked God to forgive them. What kind of heart is that! How could He had that kind of love? I am stunned. I stand and freeze.

What have I done?

Well, In my opinion, they want to give the best for others and to appreciate the meaning of Christmas itself. My advice is very simple. Be joyful and be thankful! Be thankful because He has given us a better life in Him, which we should have been perished but He gave us life by sacrificing His life for us. He paid our debt and He paid it full. I think being thankful for what He gave to us and let Him be praised among all is the best gift for Him, more than those event and party.

Do you have a blog? Many of the visitors in this blog is a blogger. If you are a blogger, you must have been familiar with this word xml. Somehow, it is a code you have to put on your html link – which I do not really understand about it – and it enable you to create a beautiful layout on your blog right now. Am I right? If the information is wrong, feel free to tell me, because I am not an expert on this. So what is the news and what is important with this? Why I have to tell you about this thing? Are you ready for the great news? Okay, here we go.

IDUG Contest has been held for students, professionals and hobbyists around the world. So, if you think that you are a developer and you are interested in XML and you are able to create it, why don’t you join this contest? Or if you are good in some field and bad in others, don’t you worry because there are several fields you could join and win. They are video contest, gadget contest, query contest, ported app Contest1 and also XML2 Contest. There is nothing to lose, why don’t you try it?

I has just arrived from Malang this morning. i am really tired and I am not healthy. There is something wrong with my stomach and I am not sure about it. My mom thought it was because of the weather. After I lived in a cold city, I moved to warm and hot city. Well, that makes sense.

I has just eaten a bowl of hot noodle. I hope it could help me reduce the pain in my stomach. it is not a stomachache. It is a weird pain which you can not feel it often. So guys, i hope you could pray for me and wish me the best. lol..

Have a great day!

Do you love Britney Spears? I used to love her before she made those sensations with her family and baby. I lately hear from my friend that Britney is not fat anymore. Actually it does not matter whether she is fat or not. One thing that makes me disappointed is because I really love her and she lately does not release an album. If there is any Britney Spears ticket which is cheap, I must have been gone there and watch her concert. But there is no such kind. I think everything is expensive now and entertainment is more promising so everybody is turning their business to entertainment business.

Concert Tickets - which you could see the logo above – sells many tickets from differences singers. It is an ultimate ticket seller – at least that’s what I think at the first glance – and they sell affordable tickets for us. It has a user friendly site and we could find “the variety we want the customer service we deserve and the security and ticket guarantee we need”. So, if you really love watching the concert or the show and you think that you can not afford the high price they offer, you might check this one out and decide which one is better for you and your convenience.

I am simply thankful because You have given me a peace in my heart. All those problems , all those challenges, all those cares and love. I am really thankful that You are always there for me in every condition and situation. You have touched me with Your loving care and I really appreciate it Lord. Do not leave me and stand still beside me. I know I am not perfect but I want to learn to do what You want from me. Thank you Lord.

My friend, finally have to think twice about his friend. Do remember when I want to be a matchmaker for her? I think she should check Asian Chat herself and find it more about her friend because I know that its only her who could help her. Lol. Have a great day!

Today i have a very great time. The first thing made me happy is I do not have any problem anymore with wan wan. The second is, everything is getting better. The third is the lecturer at my department study is very funny. We chat indirectly through facebook and we started a joke. We entertain each other. I am just wondering what will people do after they read their facebook updates. It will be fun!

Wait, I haven't finished my revision and also my project with Yongz. I have to go!

Mr. Sexy loves traveling and he loves to visit a new place which he has never been there before. I also loves traveling because I can see new scene and also new people and I also can take the picture of the place and ( I guess I use too much “and”) I could also learn about their culture. I love learning especially when it comes to languages and cultures. The difference between Mr. Sexy’s traveling habits with my traveling habit is the vehicle we use. He loves to use airplane while I am afraid to take a flight. He always browses for discount airfare to get the chance visiting another country.

I did not say that I hate flying but when I see airline tickets, my mind goes to the sky where we can not touch the land and we are in the middle of nowhere. We are not near the ocean or the trees or the houses and we might be able to see Superman is flying beside the plane. Haha.. Forget it. That is just my imagination. I guess many people will be happy if there is someone who wants to give them free airline tickets, but for me, I am not sure. Since I have a special feeling about the sky and plane, I will not take that idea, except someone want to accompany me to fly.

It is raining again. I do not know what I should do. Yesterday, Wan Wan was mad at me because she was late to the show. Her father picked me up at 4.30 and we were trapped in a traffic jam for about 2 hours. It is because the storm (Mr. Sexy told me about this) and flood everywhere. We could not even move a mile. I also did not know what to do. She was mad at me and she said bad words which is hurting me so much.

It is raining again today and I really afraid that she will be mad again to me. Oh God, help me.

I do not really know whether this is because of the weather or the climate, wait.. is it the same? Weather and climate? Whatever. The thing is, I am not healthy today. My head is – somehow – dizzy. It feels like someone has put a huge block of steel above my head. The both side seems had been hit by pillows many times. It sounds dip .. dip .. dip in my head through my neck and I feel like I am boiled in a bowl of water. I am hot. Of course I am hot, lol, I mean, it is supposed to be cold here and out there but I do not feel cold at all. The weather is changed every hour ever day and I am sure that I got sick because of it. Is there any of you who have been graduated from massage schools? Please, do me a favor. Give me massage. Lol..

I actually have a second idea about the cause for my sickness. I think it is because of the rain. Yesterday, I went to one of the biggest restaurant in this city. Why? It was because I had a dance show. I already had a feeling that I would get sick, but I thought it must be because of the weather. The weather was cold so I felt cold no matter how hot my body and my head are. Now, I still feel the same. That is why I ask you who have been studied in massage schools to help me reduce my pain by giving me your best massage. I really appreciate it and I accept many style of massage. (Like it has many style)

In moment like this, I has just realized that sometimes, studying in massage therapist schools is worth it. When the time come and you need someone to give you massage, Voila! You could ask your brother, or your sister, or even your friend, to do it for you. I do not like massage before I tried it. Yes, I must admit that it is hurt sometimes, but after you have done, you will feel lighter. You will not be hurt anymore. Massage seems throw your illness away and exchange it with wings. I once tried a vulcanic spa and I liked it very much. Now it’s the time for you to try it too, just like I do.

My sister Fida had held a writing contest last October. The event called "Fida Abbott's Give Away of The Year". The contest is for the expatriate all over the world. Here is the snap shots of her event:

Are you an Expatriate? Share your most excited experience by writing your comment here or give me your link that show your writing about 'Being An Expatriate' in Indonesian or English. There will be a giveaway to the person who writes the best! Take this challenge and win my giveaway of the year. The giveaway will be closed on November 10th, 2008.

I must admit that she is very creative. She collects all of blogger in all the world to do this and she made it. This event is good for making new friends and knowing each other. With this event, all of us could also share our interests and our experiences. I wonder whether i could do this kind of event or not.

I have been discussed about this to my parents and also several friends. I want to take a master degree with a scholarship. I still do not know where to find it so I am still searching for it. If anyone of you know where, i would be very happy to be informed.

While I am waiting for the information, I am searching for a Chinese course. I want to learn it intensively. So I actually want to find a school or a college which offers special course. I still haven't found it, so, this is my second favor. lol. If you have any idea about where to go and where to find, feel free to tell me. The site link address is also okay :D.

I made it! I passed those wonderful examination. I got B+. Thank you Lord!

Okay, I want to say thanks to:

- Dear lord, thank you very much, You have been very kind to me. Yesterday was very amazing. I know You are all behind those magnificent event. Thank you Lord.

- My family, My mom, you are rock! my dad, I love you so much, thank you for all the effort, my brother, thank you for praying:D:D

- Special thanks for Sis June, Sis Gladys, Sis Susan, Bro Daniel, Cen Cen, Bro Yudyanto. I will not make it without you. Thank you very much!

- Mr. Sexy, Thank you for all the advices and supports, Mayang, thank you for all the support and jokes, Meliana, thank you for being so kind, Vanani, you are very sweet!!, Sis Desi, thank you for all the inputs and supports, Christian "invisibleman" and his prayer team:Terry - Anna - Ester - Chuchi - Herry - Teguh - Icrut - Andy Wu, thank you very much guys!, Eko, in Lampung thank you...!! All of my friends in Communication Departments, Paramitha Cempaka, Yohana Yessika, Ristya, Christian Balalembang, Fandy Santoso, Ellen, Hana May, Ella, Diana, Elieza, Melda, and all of you who I can't mention your name, Thank you very much!!, Mr. Djoko, you are really great! thank you very much for every guide, support and advice. Miss Grace Swestin and Mam Yuli, thank you very much! I love you!!, Sis Jessie, I know you are bored with me, wakakaka, now you are free..wakkakak..Andrew Pradaya and Sis Lenny gunawan for the help.

- My online friend who have been very supporting for me, Bro Joe Upulana, Bro PB, Sis Gaty, Bro Toni Jauhari, Sis Seli, Bro Harry "Samarcanda", Bro Agung "Solidsnake", Sis Hannah Kristina, Mr. Byotenega, Nie, Eta, Sis Shilda, Bro Daud, Sis Fonny, again and again, Bro Christian "invisibleman", Antoni "Roxy", Sis talentaku, Sis Fida, Jenny, Mrs. Mandy, Sis Pia, Andromedha and all of you who prays but I do not know, Thank you very much. God bless you all!

- Special thanks for bro Fabio, Bro Aditya, be back soon, Eddie, Dage Siang koon, Chee Seng, Richard.

- Qiao guang crew, A Yi Suk E, A yi Se Ing, Yunita, Wan Wan, Hera, Melisa, thank you very much.谢谢大家! 我很感谢. 我已经毕业. 祝我们大家成功. 加油!

- Career Center crew who always supports me anywhere anytime and always care and listen to every grumbling, cry and shouts..wakakkak, Mam Lisa Narwastu and Mr. Ronny, Mam Magda, Sis Yulan and Bro jimmy, Bro Erwin, Felix the cat, thank you very much!

- And Thank you for all of you who I can't mention your name because I am not a perfect person. I can't remember all but I am surely thankful to have you. Thank you all!!

Hi all! Especially for you who could read Indonesian language, I have posted my first posting here. I hope you could go there to check out my next posting. Have a great day all. Anyway, tomorrow I will have an exam for my thesis. Please pray for me. I really need your support. Thank you very much! I love you all!

I has just known that my hamsters born their children this morning. Actually I was in church this morning so I did not know exactly how many children they had but something actually has happened. This is terrible and you do not want to hear it- or read it. When I found the babies, one of which was died and it was only its head left there. Can’t you imagine it? It really breaks my heart into pieces. Then the other is alone. I do not know. I only found two babies and one of which has died.

Then I protect the other one carefully. I think I should have buy electronic flea traps to protect them from flea. Right now, I only wrapped their house with paper and covers them beautifully so that there is no one could disturb them. I should have separated the husband and wife but they seem very romantic together so I canceled my plan. Besides, I am afraid that they would bite me if I put my hands to their territory. I hope the left baby will be okay and they could grow up well.

Tomorrow is my thesis presentation time. I hope all of you could pray for me and my thesis. I hope I could graduate this month. I need your support. Thank you all.

I has just watch this cute movies from youtube. I want you to be happy to, just go to this site of mine, iWatch and watch it. I hope you will have a great day. It is about four twins laughing together. Have some fun!

I want my blog to be like this blog, Thoughts From the Outside. It has a snowy effects there. I actually have tried to do it but I failed. I do not know the owner but once I see the blog, I want my blog to be like that. White snow is always attract me. There is no snow here so I want to see it myself. Blogging actually help me to see many pictures by my friends online. They have several pictures posted at their blog so I can see that snow i front of their house or on the way they go. It is also exciting to read their story about their activity at the snow or when it is autumn. I really want to g there someday. I do not know whether this hope could come true, but I will still hope since hope is one of the way to support me and to make my dreams come true.

Hurray, Christmas is almost come. Are you ready? Have you prepared for Christmas? Have you bought something for a gift? Or you haven’t? Well, I must confess that I haven’t prepared anything for Christmas. The reason is, I am busy preparing my presentation for next Monday. I will have a test for my thesis. Do you remember? I thought that I have told you about it.

Here is a new idea to give to others. When you usually give a Christmas gift for your friends or family, now you could try new things by giving it to your colleague, to your business partner or even to your own company. You could give you own company a new file cabinet. It will buzz your room or your meeting room with a new scene and air. Wait, you could choose the perfect one as the mate for your office tables. It is a good idea to create a new sensation in your office, and your new year will be a new room.

This morning Mr. Sexy reminded me to prepare my thesis presentation. I know I should be happy because he is care for me and my future. but I also do not know why I feel it as a burden for me. I have been under pressure lately. I know that everything will be okay, but I still can't get it out of my mind. The presentation, the lecturers, the thesis. Arrgghh... Somebody, get me out of here!

Well, no matter how far I runaway, this thesis is always chasing me. Okay, this is the time to face it. One more step. Guys, sisters, brothers, I really need you to pray for me. Please support me on your prayers. Thank you very much. Here is he detail of my thesis presentation:

Date : Monday, December, 15th, 2008
time: at 1 PM
venue: Meeting room

Please pray for me. The sooner the better. Oopss.. This is not an order, just do it when your heart really agree with this idea. Thank you very much.

Have a great day!

It ios raining again here... yay!!! you know why I am happy? I am happy because It is summer here lately. It is about one year summer (can you imagine it?) and we really need rain. So, here it is. thank you lord!

Wait.. My mother and my father is not at home. They are going to the mall. They want to buy a new shoes for my mother because tomorrow they will attend a wedding party here. oh no! i hope that they are okay there. I hope that they could find what they are looking for and everything will be okay.

Oh, and may I ask you a favor please? Mr Sexy's mother and grand mother are not healthy today (I do not want to call it as "sick" because "sick" seems to scary for me) so I would ask for your generousity to pray for them. I hope they could get well soon and everything will be back to the way it is.

Thank you all! Have a delighted day!

This is not a jokes. I want imported books with an affordable price. Actually I have search for several sites and found one. it is cheap, but it is in Bandung and it's far away from home. No matter how cheap it is, it still be expensive when I ask them to send it here.

The reason why I want it because, I think the real language is more deeper than the translated one. Besides, it is good for practicing English as well. I also love books and I want to have the original version of them. Of course when it comes to Indonesian books, I will buy the original Indonesian version. now i do not have the original imported books. I want to buy it. Does anyone know where to buy it? I mean, Periplus is very expensive.. hikzz... Gramedia also expensive.. Ooops.. sorry guys, but i still love you.

The questions are very easy to answer, so I guess you need to do this. It is about Christmas. What your favorite Christmas treat is, what your Christmas shopping strategy is, if you could go anywhere for Christmas, what you would choose. Of course there are also other question but I will not discuss it now right? I think, you should go there by yourself and find out yourself. Go!

I am thankful for today's food. I eat much and I am thankful for it

I am thankful that I have a good health and so do my family. I hope Mr. Sexy mom culd get better soon.

I am thankful that i can type and use this computer.

I am thankful for every simple little thing that happen in my life, such as a funny movie, and videos my best friend gave me yesterday.

I am thankful for my best friend. She is great and she is pregnant. She will be an adorable mother.

I am thankful for my sweet family. They are always supporting each other no matter what.

I am thankful that my father gave me some advices today, I know that it will be difficult to get it again when I live separately.

I am thankful for my parents. I love them both.

I am thankful for my brother because he want to accompany me to find a hotel.

I am thankful for Mr. Sexy for his patience and care. He always forgive me.

Last bt not least. I am thankful to have You , Lord, in my life. Thank you, You've saved me. Thank you for that flesh and blood. Thank you for paying my debt at the cross. Thank you for every little gift You gave me. Thank you for this beautiful day.

I got this award from Tha because I can guess what her real name is. Basically this is a prize for me because I have won the name guessing contest. Yay!!! Thank you Tha... You are rock!

I really love Japanese foods especially sushi. Actually I want to try sashimi but it seems no one is ready for that so I have no one accompany me to eat sashimi. lol. Right now, I am watching several movies about Japanese foods and how o eat Japanese foods. I want to try to make a sushi myself. Before making my plan into reality, I must find the perfect ingredient and tools for that which i can not find it until now. Guys, when you know where to buy it, please send me message.

All of you might know that I am good at making pasta meals (okay, here we go) but i am not good at cooking fried rice. I know that this sound ridiculous but its the truth. i can't cook fried rice, but I can make a delicious spaghetti or mac and cheese if I can tell you. So, I want to try my hand on Japanese food this time. lol.. Let's see if I have that sense.

Okay, I know this sounds impossible. But I watch Gokusen season 3 lately and I really love this person! He is Miura Haruma. He played as Ren Kazama and I like the way he act. He is cool!! O gosh! help me, I am flying.....